Starlight,

This term, my exams will not do well im pretty sure. /: I cant deny i've so much things to say yet i dont know where to start. All i know was, im afraid, im just too scared. I wish life hasnt been so sophiscated at times and i didnt wanna blame life, fate. Because, im sure out there , there are more people having worse situation than i do. And this keeps me inspired and be strong till now regardless of any circumstances. Till now, every single day. I have to admit, i didnt have any courage or maybe i lost it.. I hope things will go back to how it was - Night calls, texts, disturb and how much you once care.. Despite all these, i will wanna tell you these even though you may not see this:

I want to be your eyes when you're blind, I want to be your ears when you're deaf, I want to be your bones when you cant move, I want to be the one you run to when you need someone, i want to be the one you see everytime you open your eyes, i want to be the one to go through obstacles with when you encounter 1, i want to be the girl you think of when you're sad because im always standing by you, no matter how busy i am. Even if i am at the other end of the country, i will wanna run to your side and tell you, "i will be here" . Furthermore, i want to be your only 1 then cant be replace and the one you love.
No matter where we are no matter near or far we'll always be together
we can travel to the start take a trip to mars we can run this world together
i'll give you the world and the moonlight
forever you'll always be my starlight
i'll take you above the weight of love will last forever.

(Much more, but words couldnt explain as well.)

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Well, i know im rather sick. And yesterday, i couldnt even open my eyes .
Strong me, :) Takecare people.
& Finally i met REGINA, MY BLOODBOND on saturday:) I miss her and i met Nimmy, Eika, Benedict and Irfaan today :)